It's just me.

I still don't understand how I'm willing to forgive myself.
Once again.
How really is anyone willing to forgive someone who betrays them.
Day after day.
And I catch myself betraying me, making mistakes.
One after another.
Doubting myself. Losing faith in me. Thinking that others know better for me. Putting the wants of others first.
And then I wondered that this is how life really works.
I make the mistakes and I forgive me.
I'm aware that I make mistakes and I'm aware that I forgive me.
And that is what brings me back to me.
Loving myself.
Once again.
Day after day.